This past week, I've talked a lot about my dreams, and how far I plan on getting in life. I don't know why, but recently I've become obessed with my future. I don't care about what happens in the present, I just want to work toward the future.
As I've meantioned before, I'm at the start of my life. Or so to speak, anyways. I was listening to "I'm Here To Take The Sky" by Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows, and was once again got to thinking about how you have to work for everything. I have a lot of people who doubt me, who think this just a silly little hobby, or that I'm just completely delusional for thinking I can actually make something of myself.
Many people have told me, "Its great to have dreams, but you have to be realistic", and I'm sick of hearing that! How am I not being realstic? I'm thinking outside the box, but first I have to cut my way out of it. Once I'm out, that's when the real adventure begins.
Like the song says, "If the sky is the limit, then I'll build a bridge up to it. If I make it back, I'll still want more." What that means is, I'm willing to do the work, and if I ever make it to where I want to be, I'll figure out more to reach for.
I've gotten the feeling lately that nobody actually believes in my dream, except for the small following I've already recieved. I love the few "fans" I have, and I strive to one day know that I have hundreds of thousands of "fans" all over the world. I have the means to do so, I just have to keep working and let time take over. Even if that means doing it all on my own.
Yes, it does sometimes bother me that hardly anyone seems to believe in my dream, but sometimes, you don't have anyone backing you up, you just have to listen to your heart and go for what you want. In some ways, I actually like doing this totally on my own. I can feel more proud of my work, because its totally mine. I say, let them tell you, "I told you so", when you run into unforseen complications. One day, you'll be able to look them dead in the eye and say, "I told you I could do this."
You are your own worst enemy, but you can also be the best thing that ever happened to you. You just have to believe in yourself, and never give up. I could go on to quote a million songs right now, but I think I'll just stop there and leave you to think about that.
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